A hope, a ray.......

A hope, a ray of sun coming to me, I will look up my mistakes and will follow my dream.

I am determined and I am fearless, so much to gain and so much to face!

Will follow my heart this time; have compromised a lot but not this time....

Will love, live and laugh like I never did, my life is small but I will make it BIG!!!

So many people I have lost, but that’s the experience I’ve got.

So many loves me and few do hate, life is in our hand but there is a fate.

Got scared, failed and unselected at times, this is the reason I am what takes to be “I”...

You never know the pain I was through; you will never understand what it takes to be on my shoe.

This is the time when I have to get off and find where I am, the world is big and so small I am....

This is the time I will take off, and I will be Big and world will be small...

-By Vabs

With time everything changes..People change, their priority changes,their emotion changes and so do their behavior..Changes are inevitable..So instead of worrying about others try to bring positive changes within you.... 


-By Vabs

I never pretended, I never put you on conditions, I never made false commitments, I followed your decisions...
Even though I wanted to say a lot I kept Silence, You ignored my affection you ignored my politeness..
I concern your happiness ignoring my emptiness, thought of losing you brings unease and dizziness...
I might not tell you and I might never show, I love you, I love you and that is why I let you go.. 

- By Vabs

Mohabbat k har iljaam se mai khud ko Mehfus na kar saka...
Chaha use bahut par bayaan naa kar saka...
Jitni uski khata thi utni hi meri bhi thi..
Vo  intezaar naa kar saki aur mai ikraar naa kar saka..

-By Vabs

A thought to which you might relate..

If ever given a chance to relive past. I will go back to the days

Where a shout from my mom wakes me up, rather than this stupid Alarm..

Where I have a choice to eat, rather than thinking everyday what would I eat today..

Where I can talk to my friends and family, rather than chatting and calling...

Where beaten by dad is better than beaten by life and its issue...

Where I can just lie down and close my eyes in my moms lap, rather than sleeping in this comfortable bed...

Where fight with a friend is worse than the fight with managers...

Where I don't have to prove myself each second, minute, day of my life...

I want to relive my childhood with my friends, my brother, my dad and most importantly with you MOM..

Missing all of this...

Stop and look back......

When I look around, people are running so fast, leaving friends, family, parents, places everything behind. And immediately a question comes to me. Am I evolving too? Does the innocence, Honesty, carelessness, Love for life and others is getting overshadowed by the materialistic needs of life?

Everybody is running and that is making me run as well. If not for winning then just to be in the race. I often feel a need to just stop and look back and analyze and realize what all I have achieved. Have I really achieved something?

I often want to go back to my childhood where a single coin makes me happier than the richer person I am now.

I want to be with the friends who can be with me without any reason and condition than the friends who are so busy in their life that they can’t even talk but still share videos :Har ek friend jaruri hota hai(each and every friend is important) quite an irony but I am no exception.

I want to go back to the time when going to a 25 mile trip was way more exciting than a trip of thousands of miles across the globe.

I want to go back to the time when hanging out at a road side tea stall was better than hanging out at a fancy restaurant with 100 options.

Often I feel a need to stop and look back. In childhood my elders used to say the time once gone is gone and I do realize now that what they meant.

We need to ask why? Why are we running so fast? Don’t you think little kind gestures towards our family and friends will make them happier than the success and achievements we are getting makes them.

Just slow down, take an off, relax a while, do something stupid, make others laugh, look like an idiot, share whatever you want, do whatever you want because you never know if “Zindagi milegi dobara”(If you get a second life)...

No Offense meant to anybody..And don’t tell me that I am crazy because I know that I am :P

Dedicated to all my friends, colleagues who once in a while do realize it, but are afraid of lagging behind in this rat race.... Live life to fullest...